Dear daddy in heaven.
Help us all to do well.

Amen.

Love,
Venessa

sigh, it kinda pains me to see everyone in such a period where everyone's writing hate notes around.
firstly, the whole judgmental post was out there, to anyone that judge my relationship and no one in particular.
second of all, yeah the whole world bitches and gossip about everyone and everything.Even me. I wish i could live in
self denial ,for a moment and tell myself, that once i graduate and leave this school all of this would be over.
But reality check. this is the world. It's never kind. When we go out, we are definitely bound to meet the same
kind of people and start the same old shit all over again. Tell me you never experienced such crap during primary school?
Arguments or betrayals? Because that's life. We were put here, never to live life easy. What we're experiencing now
is just a mere 20% of what we will experience full blown , out there in that cold cruel society. Yeah, it sucks.
But it's something i know i cannot run away from. So why can't everyone just during his period, at least act okay.
give each other some peace? This is our most crucial moment, we should all be working together to do well.
We might, cut off each other after graduation or prom. Fine, feel free to do so. But you know, i know. we will all eventually
be in the same situation again. Just probably with different people. It's not so much about the problem. It's how
you make the best out of it, how you think. Whether you choose to make yourself feel like crap or think positively.
Or try to improve the scenario for you and the people around you. The worst enemy is Ourselves. It's only up to
us, to battle that demon inside of us. Because no one can, except ourselves. Anyways, thats all ive got to say.
Judge me, bitch whatever. Im over it. One more month only, can't you people just bear with it?

exoh,
Ven

Haha I have concluded that im surrounded by emotionally disturbed and retardedly weird by default people!! xD
Except baby & some others of coursee. hehe. <3
I can't wait for baby to be here. In like 4 days time. Haha, went mugging with deb today. Im not gona boast about
how productive today's study session was. But i'd have to say it's been one of the most serious sessions
i've had. See baby, proud of me not? haha.  And, went home and had Chinese Tuition. My brain juices
are almost brain dried. Hahaha wth seriously.  Cant wait to continue mugging again tomorrow.~ omg yeh,
that sounded so fake. me being enthu about mugging? lolololol :/

Something i've learnt frm church,
To people who judge others. You have no rights to judge in the first place. Whatever the situation.
Because, we are brought to earth only to be judged by God our father when we return to him.
No one is to judge anyone else other than our God.
No one has the Rights to even judge anyone else.  Even ourselves.
Because only he , who knows and sees us through and through deep beyond what we know of ourself, knows how to judge us fairly and justly.

I leave you all to think about that, and people who judge me of spending too much time with my boy. erm, who are you again?
You dont even know , whats going on. esp if you guys are not my close friends. dont judge people please. I wont allow myself
or my relationship to be judged by anyone, except daddy in heaven. Because only he knows whats going on, and because only
he sees inside of me through n through. <3 so think twice before u start judging people, cos in the end when you go to god..
You'll also ultimately be judged only by him. and he see YOU through and through.

Love,
Venessa

Boohoo. Im missing you quite terribly already.
Babyyyy hurry come back, and im soooo thankful you're gonna be by my side throughout the O level period!
After O levels, let's go on a zillion holidays! Back to Batam, to Hong kong/ Bangkok with my family!
And maybe even to Europe with usss. omg i cantttt waittt! I can soooo get used to going on Holidays
with you! <3 Hurry come bacccccck. That bottle Of Baileys we bought is waitingggg for youuuu!
I dont want to drink it alone ok. :( We're half done with the bottle. hehe what an acomplishment.
Two people drinking a one litre bottle! So get back here and finish the remaining half with me! <3
THen we can go and buy more!!!. hurhurhur.

Oh, i realise our parents have this whole exchanging of gifts with each other going on man, and we're like
their delivery personnel LOL. Hope your parents like the Korean Ginseng my rents got for themmm! <3
And how did your rents know, my daddy lovesss coffee :p hahaha.

i love you.
glad you got home safe and sound.

Love,
Abby